It’s raining !

I hate rain . Lemme rephrase it again . I have started hating rain . It reminds me of my friends , my last year’s life in BIAS . Last year had been by far the best time of my life . It hadn’t been before nor is it now . And everytime it rains it seems to mock at me … Trying to tell me that it might not be for a long time that I get those friends again , those moments again that I witnessed in BIAS .

Rain reminds me of all the time I had spent with friends there … Shashank , Ajit , Anurag , Rashi , Honey , Priya , Sandhya , Vaishali and the rest . Those moments so …so …SO … I am outta words here .

And then this very RAIN …. its brings shudders down my spine …. WILL I EVER BE GOING TO ENJOY LIFE AS I ENJOYED IT LAST YEAR ….

There’s so much I can write here … But not all things can be written down … Not atleast in a blog …. Perhaps this is what I have to pay for my mistake …. Solitude …. The lone crusader have I become …. Alone in a crowd …. Perhaps its due to the influence of this rainy whether …. But I couldn’t help pen down my feelings at this very moment …. I know I’ll feel like a complete ASS when I read this same post in the future …. But for now writing all this down is giving me a sense of relief ….

ARRRGH !!!!

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