What the hell is this !!

I didnt complete even half the task that i had decided to accomplish in this sem break of approx 50 days … yet i m happy with whatever i did this time . for though i failed to do the tasks i had planned still  i managed to set other important things in perspective . I had always thought that i have been a bit slack in being social  [ well not always , sometimes its a boon too ] …  not keeping in touch with my pals , relatives , cousins and other people of importance and unimportance likewise… This time it was ,however , quite different … I managed to get in touch with all the people who matter to me while remaining in contact with my present bunch of pals [ that is my present college friends ] …

The concept of society was one of the strangest things that intrigued me . People often say that man is a social animal … Funny thing was in my school days i never felt the urge to mingle with the rest of my classmates … I had a bunch of close friends with whom i always hung around in the school campus … and though they all knew almost the entire batch of ours i still only knew them … Dont confuse me with an introvert ,coz i was  not … i was simply unsocial [if that's really a term ] .

This vacation has by far been the best and the worst one ever … Worst coz i never really have spent holidays like these … simply loitering around the city doing absolutely nothing but vellapanti … randomly selecting one place to go and when halfway there then deciding that its too boring a place and deciding to go somewhere else , then again changing the plan midway and landing up in a completly different place … Best because of the same reason too … BIAS had been the place where i learnt all this randomness , but this time its the BAAP of all randomness … Its like groping in a dark room not knowing where one is going yet feeling mildly complacent that whichever part of the room he goes ,he wont regret … Coz the entire room is a safe place to go [ meaning to say that there's no breakable item in the path , like a china pot or a microwave or a pothole in which one might fall ] …

i met my school mates , school friends [which both are different things coz as i told u i had only a tight circle of school friends ] , BIAS friends and got in contact with many of my cousins … And i realised one imporatant lesson , that many of them have their b’days in the month of May and June , so YAY ! lots of treats this time … [Tomorrow also there's one and then day after tomorrow too .... YAY ! YAY ! YAY ! ]

I havent been getting the time to sleep 7 hrs a day lately . Had started reading a novel in the beginning of the May which i still am , only the speed has crawled down to 3 pages/day … Boy ! Talk about being a busy bee !! The roughness of this post itself testifies that i am typing whatever thats coming to my mind , without giving a damn to the coherence or the essential properties of writing … Plz spare this post from all the criticism for i really don’t have the patience right now to format it properly . I would rather sleep !! I even dont know why i am writing all this stuff , i had actually thought of writing something else and this is turning out to be a totally different subject …

Oh ! Forgot to tell you … Just bought a guitar … well not JUST NOW , bought it at the beginning of this vacation [somewhere around 7th May] but still it rests peacefully in its case … Never got time to open it up … I guess I’ll have to cover up learning it in Manipal only.

A week left now for the vacations to get over and as much as i feel like meeting my buddies at manipal the urge to stay back is even greater … And I know that when I reach most of the kids there will happily tell me that they read a dozen novels or learnt a new instrument or learnt a new language or something like that in these holidays . But still I dont think I’ll feel that I’ve wasted the holidays of mine …  Coz these have been by far the best holidays of my life … Not intellectually , but socially .

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